Thursday, December 2, 2010

I saw a sign...

Lately I have been a bit stressed. Actually scratch that, it's been longer than lately, but for the last few weeks I have actually started to try and make a change. I refuse to be one of those people that always cry about wanting to win the lottery yet never ever plays it.

I have a job. I consider it part time because the most hours the office is open are 30. I love what I do, and when I tell people what I do and they get it, they fall in love with it too. But you know how it usually is, the jobs that we love, don't pay the bills that we hate. I made that saying up last night, so when you use it and say "They say..." the "They" is me, lol okay let me stop. So, I have been applying for work. Mostly part time, but if there is a full time that I am interested in, I go for it. I have placed it in God's hands. He will lead me and take me where I am to go, if I am to go somewhere. Next week I will go to a clerical agency and apply, that way they can be on the look out, instead of me having to do it all the time.

I gave a heads up to my lovely co worker yesterday since we are the only 2 full time counselors. She was like "Oh my goodness don't tell me that Cindia, you can't leave. I don't want you to." And about 10 minutes after we spoke about it, I got a buzz on my phone in the office and I answered, it was boss lady saying how as of January 1st our office will be offering their full time employees health insurance (which is a major reason as to why I want to find another job, to be able to afford some). It was really hard for me not to laugh. God is amazing, and He has showed that to me on MANY MANY occasions, one being the fact that I wake up every morning. Now, that still doesn't get my bills paid but it's a step up. I wonder if it's not my time to part from my work place. None the less I will still apply for part time jobs. After all, school ends on the 9th and I doubt that I'll be able to attend the Spring semester because I have a balance to pay "/

We'll see what the next few days, weeks or ever months hold. I will definitely keep you updated! Wish my luck!
* con mucho amor, c i n d y.

8 comments:

Briana said...

I am sending all of my good thoughts and prayers your way! Im sure something will turn up soon :) I actually need to start looking for jobs myself :/

elizabeth said...

I will definitely keep you in my prayers because i know how hard it is from personal experience and i think it was a sign! they love you there girl because it seems she's doing it for you!

Call Me Alisha ッ said...

You will be in my prayers hun..! things might be rough now trust me it will be a lot better brighter days will come sooner than later..! girl I am on the job search boat to..!

Briana said...

In reply: that ornament on my shelf IS a jar LOL! the top comes off and I use it for my spare change :/ LMAO I love it :)
& I don't even care anymore I'll tell you lmao its called Jack & Jill starring Adam Sandler, Katie Holmes and there are going to be appearances by Al Pacino and Johnny Depp. Its a comedy about a twin brother and sister who are BOTH played by Adam (he dresses like a woman in the film lmao).
I was going to get a stand-in role because the casting director liked me so much but I couldn't make the call time because I didn't want to miss my mom going into surgery :/ but it was an overall amazing experience! It comes out Christmas 2011 :)

Kaari Ibañez said...

Beautifull pictures!
really,nice blog!
Good Lucky.
kiss

love, keys said...

<3 you have alot of prayers going out to you! take mines too!

Hell Notes for Beauty™ said...

Things will manifest just put your thoughts in motion..... I work only 30 hours a week too ad I have a part time as well. At least you are healthy and eating no matter what. Take care beloved sending you positive energy!

sheiswinterwest said...

praying for you <3